Monday May 24,2010

At around 2.00 a.m. last night i had the worst attack that i had in a long time. 

I did not know who I was and i tried to kill myself again my using my nails again to cut my arm. I haven not have sequel for two days and you can say that it made me a little crazy. I did not know where I was , who jack was, who I was or anything, for a least one hour. Final when i came to after some medication to felt so bad for what i did now i locked in the live room all day till my great man comes home for safe keeping. I very proud of me and my husband that we got through an attack without any help and I am here today to tell everyone that if you have a husband like mine you are the lucky person in the whole entire world, and that he is the best person that God every made for me!