Horriable day at Doctors

WOW What a day at doctors. My doctor yelled at me today for following the direction from another doctor that I been seeing for more years than her. When this medication made me so sick and I could not even stand. NOW have a new medication fluphenazine that might be good for me instead. Now I have a new medication that might be good or bad. I hate people being disappointed in me and that i now feel guilty for not telling her soon what my other doctor told me to so. I hope that this medication does not have a bad reaction!