Vacation

This week has been a tough week for me since I am on new medication and now I am not so use to the hot anymore. I know that it been a long time since I have written but it been a bad month. I was in the hospital again and it was horrible. Than when i got out I had to pack for vacation and clean my house cause I had my brother in law stay at my house while we were out of town. This all was a lot for me to handle. This week I have been going and going I fell like the engineering bunny. For people that know me I have one good day and one bad day and this on vacation is not an option. So while I have my bad days I do dot tell anyone and just pray that I can get though it. Today is a bad day and it been hard since we are not going and going so now I had some time for myself and that is the worst thing for me since I do not need that ( Doctors orders) I need to keep on going and for me just to sit here and wait is like putting a shot gun to my head and say pull. Well I am not alone I have Jacks mom with me. This day better get better cause if it does not I am going to have an attack any minute. Jack mom does not know what to do so should I tell her or not?