Fingers Hurting

My fingers are hurting since i was so relaxed crocheting. I love that tonight that I was was so relaxed that i could sit and enjoy my night. I did so much today that i needed a night that i could relax. i never thought that I would ever relax than i did tonight. I cleaned out my storage unit today that took me two hours. I finally got all my Christmas things out.  I know where I want to put a tree but i have to make sure that it will fit. I want a small one if it will fit. I going to move my dvd stand and the toaster oven stand and a tree will fit. I just have to figure our where else to put them so I can find a tree with this small roof. I love decorating for Christmas but I cant go with out a tree. I know that I can count on my mom to help me figure it out. Even if i get a real tree I going to use my bread money to find a real one that will fit. i better take my mom out. Jack told me that it was ok since that one tradition that I wanted to keep for us. My husband is so sweet that he cares about me that I am happy that he cares about me. I know that he always there for me and that I can count on him.

I know that tonight that I will have no nightmears like last night. I had one horriable night that that i screamed and ran for jack. Maybe that why i do not want to go to sleep I took my medication two hours ago and im not tired. What the heck can I do to have a better night.