I want to SCREAM!

Well i just found out that my husband has everything else on his mind beside what we use to want. Well I am so pissed off at him and my doctor I want to scream. It not fair that I have to put up with this and I know it all about marriage and what the other person thinks is important to you but what if they are not thinking straight. I want to just kill myself and get it over with so no one has to deal with poor little DIANA!